Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Ash Wednesday, 2010

Shrove Tuesday pancakes
and with real maple syrup—
before lenten fare.

Sometime early last December I began writing haiku poetry, something that I hadn’t done in a long time. I was preparing for a retreat talk and was looking for ideas for an activity that would engage people in the biblical text we were using. Haiku are short poems, no longer than 17 syllables written in three lines of five, seven and five syllables. In their brevity, haiku capture a thought and feeling about a fleeting moment, something that intrigues the poet’s heart. Haiku are wonderful for capturing the essence, the pearls of wisdom that we read in Holy Scripture.

This haiku I wrote as I was thinking about pancakes for supper on Shrove Tuesday and the delight of having real maple syrup, a treat before the simpler lenten fare which begins with Ash Wednesday. You know the saying, “absence makes the heart grow fonder”? Well, fasting from things, a common practice in Lent, is to make the enjoyment of them ever sweeter when you take them up once more.

Shortly after I began writing haiku again I found a book called Haiku – The Sacred Art: A Spiritual Practice in Three Lines, by Margaret D. McGee [see excerpts here], which I eagerly read. In it was a challenge to write a haiku a day for 100 days. As of today I am at #33 with the haiku on Shrove Tuesday. It is a challenge and a discipline. It puts me in mind of the season of Lent we are approaching and of the various ways people will mark this season.

Some people will mark the season of Lent by giving up things such as chocolate or coffee or wine. The Church generally abstains from using Alleluias during lent. The Rev. Margaret Guenther, Anglican priest, renowned author, speaker and spiritual director, once suggested that people might fast from the media for a while. Imagine giving up television during Lent or the internet. Rather than letting go of things, other people will intentionally take on spiritual practices during Lent such as practising patience, kindness, gentleness, and making donations — what we used to call almsgiving.

Both ways, giving up and taking on, get at the essence of the spiritual reasons behind why we do these things. Any spiritual discipline we take on is to help us put on the mind and heart of Christ in our daily lives in an intentional way. Practising the discipline for 40 days will help make it a habit. Or you might take on something like the 100 day haiku challenge instead. May you have a blessed and holy Lent.

Sr. Elizabeth Ann, SSJD

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Feast of the Presentation

Feast of the Presentation of Jesus in the Temple

When we read the gospel stories, especially this one, that is so family oriented and familiar, I think that sometimes we miss some of what it might be saying to each one of us in our own situation and life today.

Luke the evangelist tells us that Jesus was presented in the house of God as the Law of Moses required - and Mary and Joseph offered what the law said for the first-born of poor parents: a pair of turtle doves or two young pigeons. They offered Jesus to God and received Jesus back, entrusted to their care. They came to give thanks for the gift of this child. I am sure they prayed for the quiet strength and patient wisdom to nurture this child Jesus in all that is good, true, just and pure. It was a symbolic act, an outward sign of a deep inward understanding and mystery. What they were willing to give up returned to them as a great gift. In letting go, in releasing control ... the gift is the freedom to receive much more in return. As you look at a young child with this inner understanding and mystery, you know that giving up - not possessing - allows them to become who they were meant to be - means that you receive a far greater gift in return. We know this is our own relationships with each other, we know this in our life together in community as we learn to live together with our differences. This giving and receiving - is a paradox - the more we give, the more we are able to receive, the more we hold on to and guard, the less we are able to be open to more. How do we come as individuals, as families, as a church community - and present ourselves to the God, offer ourselves to God - give ourselves as gift: and with that same quiet strength that Mary and Joseph asked for - wait to receive back what God longs to give to us?

Luke then goes on to tell how two people came to the temple and praised God when they saw the child Jesus. What I would like to focus on today in this gospel story are these two people: Simeon and Anna.

Simeon took the child Jesus into his arms, and danced and sang praises to God: a song that celebrated the child’s birth, a song that proclaimed the child as the glory of Israel and a light to the Gentiles - and a song that also spoke chillingly in prophecy of what a contradiction this child would be - destined for the rising and falling of many and a sign that will be opposed so that the inner thoughts of many will be revealed.

Jesus, as contradictions sign - You and I know something of contradictions in our own lives ... what we do not always see is, and what I believe we need to begin to see, is that Jesus is in the midst of all those contradictions ... so that the inner thoughts and desires, the deeper meanings and experiences that God longs for for us, can become clear. Simeon takes this Jesus, contradictions sign, in his arms, accepts and celebrates the contradiction, lingering over it, pondering it, accepting it as it is ... willing to enter into the contradiction in order to discover deeper meaning, deeper understanding, deeper relationships. As Simeon takes the child Jesus in his arms, and offers Jesus to God in praise and dance ... I believe he also experienced being offered himself and that indeed he also was held in the arms of God. A small baby held in our arms ... do we not also experience that same overwhelming experience of being held ourselves within the mystery of love? This feast day - the Presentation - is God’s gift to us of being ourselves held within the mystery of love. Like Simeon who held the infant Jesus, the light of the world, in his arms ... we too are called to hold Jesus, the light of the world in our arms for the life of the world.

Then Anna appears on the scene! Again there are praises and joy ... in this little child, Anna saw God and spoke to everyone who was there. This little child was the light of the world, who they were all waiting for. Anna had waited and prayed for a long time ... I am sure that she too took the baby in her arms, and walked up and down showing the child to anyone passing by, telling them that this was what they had been waiting for. This child would make a wonderful contribution to the world ... the child they were waiting for ... the redemption of Jerusalem: the healer, the Saviour, the light of the world. Anna had waited a long time ... what she now saw was like an icon: she saw what the child means. She had eyes to see through Jesus, and like Simeon, saw that we are called to hold Jesus, the light of the world in our arms for the life of the world. Her waiting had given her the gift of seeing through ... with understanding, compassion and an accepting heart, with courage and patience .. and to all who were passing by ... in praise and joy ... in this little child, Anna presented God.

Can we, you and I, in our waiting and longing for understanding, compassion and an accepting heart ... can we with courage and patience ... receive that gift of seeing through? Seeing deeply with the eyes of our heart ... seeing in the child Jesus, each other. On this feast of the presentation can we hold the child Jesus in our arms for the life of the world ... can we hold each other in the heart of God, can this community of faith here at St Paul’s enter into the presentation - and with each other hold out in praise and joy the light of the world for the world?

Blessed are you, O Lord our God
for you have sent us your salvation.
Inspire us by your Holy Spirit
to recognize him who is the glory of Israel
and the light for all nations,
your Son Jesus Christ our Lord.

Sr. Doreen, SSJD